WOW!!!! What a journey these past few months have taken me on!! As I prepare to leave for Mexico, Missouri and the Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen Pageant later today, I would like to tell you the story of why I am here and how I got here…
Ever since I was a little girl, I told my mom I want to be Miss America when I grow up. I was so obsessed with and focused on this dream that my peers and teachers even began to notice! My third grade teacher even gave out special awards at the awards assembly in elementary school, and I got the award of “Future Miss America!” As I grew older, and got more involved in my school, church, and community, this dream never left me. I would think about it in everything I did, checking up on the Miss America website at least once a month to keep up on the latest travels of the title holder that year(P.S. the background on that website is still the same to this day!!) I not only had all of the information of the current Miss America memorized and ready to be recited at the drop of a hat, but I had all of the rules memorized as well! I could not wait until I was finally old enough to compete!!
Fast forward a few years and I had landed a summer internship at a local radio station. Everyday, I would go in to the studio and see two autographed pictures staring back at me: One of Mary Bauer- Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen 2007, and the current Miss Jackson- and the other of Lindsay Casmaer, Miss Missouri 2007. The dream that never went away just kept getting bigger and bigger until one day, I walked in to the station and there sat Mary Bauer. I was shocked! She was in town visiting some friends and had stopped in for an interview-the norm for her! That day was the first day I really found out about the Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen pageant, and from there on, I couldn’t stop dreaming! By the end of the week, I had my evening gown ordered, a schedule of locals I could attend, a platform, and an appointment with my voice teacher to pick out a song for talent! I am a debater, which means I do a lot of research, and I put those skills to work! I found out everything I could about this new dream of mine!
On October 30, I was crowned Miss Osage River’s Outstanding Teen 2011 at the very first local I competed at. Although it was not the closest local to my home town-and not the funnest drive there!- my family had sat together and prayed together the night before I won. We prayed that if this is the place God wants us and God needs us, then let it be. If not, then we will go wherever he does need us. God blessed me by placing me with a great board of directors and sister queens and the wonderful Lake Ozark community! I truly know that it the best place for me, and God knew it too!
As I enter this week as Miss Osage River’s Outstanding Teen, I know at the end of the week two things could happen. I could come out Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen 2011, or come out Miss Osage River’s Outstanding Teen 2011. Either way, I know that I will be carrying out God’s plan in my life. I know that he needs me where he places me, he needs all of us where he places us.
“Be diligent to present yourself approved to God as a workman who does not need to be ashamed, accurately handling the word of truth.” 2 Timothy 2:15 As I go throughout this week, and every week thereafter, I will be praying the following prayer, authored my the current Miss America, Teresa Scanlan:
Dear God, please help me to be a diligent servant not only today but from here on out. Give me the strength and wisdom to accurately handle your word of truth and the diligence and perseverance necessary to be a worker who is not ashamed. I wish to be a shining light for you, a glowing example of who you are, and a grain of salt in a tasteless world. Whether or not this is achieved through a position, crown, title, or job, please place me exactly where you need me to be an effective ambassador for you. I am clay in your hands, your humble servant, willing to do whatever you wish for me in your perfect plan. I love you so much and thank you for blessing me so tremendously and bestowing such outstanding opportunity on me. My greatest wish is to exemplify your love through my words and actions in order to bring others to you.
Your Loving Daughter, Kelby
I know that this is exactly where God wants me to be, and He has a plan for each and every day of my life, not only this year, but every year. If I win the title of Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen, I will know it is His will. If I do not win, and continue the next few months as Miss Osage River’s Outstanding Teen, I will know it is His will. How incredibly calming it is to know that my life is in His hands!
I know that this week will be wonderful, and I’m sure it will be one not to be forgotten! Although I am prepared for competition, I’m not ready to compete. Competition is not what this week is about. I wouldn’t be doing this if that’s all this was. What I am ready for is God to shine through in my life and show me what path I need to take, that is what this week is about. I am ready to be my best and beat myself in what I am doing, because that’s all that I need to be happy, just to know I did my best and the rest is in God’s hands! Why am I competing in the Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen competition over the next week? Because God has placed me in this position to show His love. Please pray that I might be able to accomplish this in whatever way he sees fit!
As Caressa Cameron, Miss America 2010, said, even losing in this organization is winning, because you serve your community, effect other’s lives, earn scholarships,make new friends, and become an overall better person in the long run just by vying for the title. This is advice is some of the best and is to be considered each day along this path!!
God bless you and please pray for me over the next few days as I try to let God shine through me, and, as my mom says every morning as I leave the house, “Make God Happy!” Thank you for your love, support, and prayers!
In Christian Love,
Kelby McKay Czerwonka
Miss Osage River’s Outstanding Teen 2011
My Competition Schedule(Please say a quick prayer at these times!!!!):
Miss Missouri Outstanding Teen Closed Interview: Wednesday, 8:00 A.M.
Miss Missouri Preliminary Competition and Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen Preliminary Evening Gown and Onstage Question: Wednesday, June 8, 7:30 P.M., Missouri Military Academy
Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen Preliminaries (Talent and Active Wear): Thursday, June 9, 1-4 P.M., Missouri Military Academy Presser Hall
Miss Missouri’s Outstanding Teen Finals Night and Crowning: Friday, June 10, 7:30 P.M., Missouri Military Academy
Other Highlights of the week:
Miss Missouri Parade: Saturday, June 11, 10:00 A.M., Mexico, MO
Miss Missouri Finals Night and Crowning: Saturday, June 11, 7:30 P.M., Missouri Military Academy